Tale 2

I hate to admit how scared i was of my home, but i felt cursed from the day i had the keys. Just before i had to get paranormal teams in it was only me that would get spooked. I always hated my living room door, i felt like something was watching me and the truth was, there was. All I would notice was a short shadow peeping through the gap, I could not leave door open at all. 
It was the end of September, I only remember because my boyfriend booked for us to see an avril lavigne tribute act in our town to cheer me up. I had suffered a miscarriage after us wanting to have another for a couple of years with no success. I was on the sofa with a hot water bottle, next thing I hear was a door opening, my dogs barking and I saw what only I can describe as if you could see wind running past me and up the stairs and slammed the door. I knew it had come through the back door but I was hoping it was my boyfriend. I text him to see. He rang and said he was in work still. As I checked my dogs, the back door was wide open, which meant it came through there, I would never leave that door open incase my dogs escaped as it had not been boarded up yet. I broke down crying and scared. I look back now at how much I remember and still never understand why the extremes spirits went to get me to see I was awakening. I'll explain why as the story goes on over time. 
Even as I type this I won't in that house, I am currently sat in my car, not wanting to tempt back whatever it was that scared me shitless, but as the veil is thinning I notice it in bed. I'm not scared of spirits I wish I knew how to work my gifts more in all honesty but don't know where to start, any pointers would be amazing. 
The demonologist I had come told me I had a demonic protector, she did too. I have never heard of that or found any evidence so far. Any help on that would be appreciated too. I got a picture of the shadow but since she came it stopped scaring me. It pulled on my leg once but that's it.